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Start as i mean to go on

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Well i dont do blogs mainly cause ive no idea what to say but thought seen as im having a pretty shit time in my life at the min thought this would be a good place to get things off my chest. My name is carrie im from the UK ive just turned 30 and boy what a hectic 2yrs ive had ive had the pregnancy from hell to which i spent 37wks in hospital bleeding to be told my baby would die but she is here and all is well she is my precious baby.On top of that i had to deal with not only my mum and dad seperating her deciding to up and leave without a word so i go from seeing her every min and every day to im lucky once a year its sad and kills me inside so that brings me to now i suffer with what started as PND then went abit further when i contimplated killing myself which at times i still think of doing only yesterday i thought of doing so i feel very alone and on my own with no friends or family im abit of a lost cause..and its no wonder yeh i have my hubby but come on there are somethings u need a female friend sadly i have none. ah well thats all i can think to say at the min although i must add ive managed to scrapbook about 6 pages tonight please take a look goodnight my SBF friends xxx