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:-( just as i thought

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My day was great it comes crashing down i should ov expected it to be honnest i read comments on my blogs about me and yeh its great to see people think this about me but i dont feel it someone said i was strong..far from it i hide behind a wall for so long i struggle to get myself out of bed im that weak i do well at putting my feelings on to paper as i ramble if only i knew how to talk them maybe paul (hubby) would have some sort of idea with whats goin on right now with me but he hasnt a clue and i feel i dont care either no more ive sat at the computer tonight and didnt scrap a single page like id planned to ive sat so pissed off and agrivated with my life wondering what to do with it next i really want a hug but i turn round then remember here i am again ALONE no friends no family just me and my keyboard even the dog has buggerd off to bed which i should probably try do myself its 3am i bid you goodnight xx